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		<title>In the Mood for Love</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 22 Aug 2009 09:04:11 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[It is a restless moment.
She has kept her head lowered,
to give him a chance to come closer.
But he could not, for lack of courage.
She turns and walks away.
That era has passed.
Nothing that belonged to it exists any more.
He remembers those vanished years.
As though looking through a dusty window pane,
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p style="text-align:left;">It is a restless moment.<br />
She has kept her head lowered,<br />
to give him a chance to come closer.<br />
But he could not, for lack of courage.<br />
She turns and walks away.</p>
<p style="text-align:left;">That era has passed.<br />
Nothing that belonged to it exists any more.</p>
<p style="text-align:left;">He remembers those vanished years.<br />
As though looking through a dusty window pane,<br />
the past is something he could see, but not touch.<br />
And everything he sees is blurred and indistinct.<img class="size-full wp-image-587 aligncenter" title="InMoodLove" src="http://gazemaze.files.wordpress.com/2009/08/inmoodlove.jpg?w=493&#038;h=278" alt="InMoodLove" width="493" height="278" /></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">There&#8217;s something strange with Wong Kar Wai movies, the more I watch them the more I happen to like them. Some time ago Chungking Express was my favorite movie, and I had happened to watch it three times. Then came the second viewing of 2046 and it seemed to push Chungking Express behind. And now there&#8217;s <a href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wong_Kar-wai" target="_blank">In the Mood for Love </a>knocking up there, as I watched it one more time.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">The magic of Wong Kar Wai&#8217;s just seems like a gorgeous dream that just keeps repeating itself, making you remember it more vividly then ever.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">The male protagonist, Chow Mo-Wan, once tells his friend that in his country when people want to unburden a secret, they go up a mountain and dig a hole to bury the secret there. But its not some secret that Chow Mo-Wan wants to get rid of, but several feelings and emotions that could not could not reach their rightful conclusion. That&#8217;s the end of the story, which begins with Chow Mo-Wan and his next door neighbor So Lai-zhen slowly discovering the infidelity of their spouses and then starts the playful enacting of scenarios of how their spouses could have started that very something which now has brought them together. Little they realise, or may be they fully do, about what has started brewing between them but something hold them back, keeping them form doing what their spouses did, by painting their relationship in colors that their spouses soiled. Well, that&#8217;s actually the story, which I guess was all Wong Kar wai had in mind when he would have concieved the idea or rather when he started shooting, as it&#8217;s charactersic of his style of never working with any script and developing the story with each scene, often shooting more and then carving the story while final editing.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">The movie&#8217;s a veritable mood peice, fleetingly moving from one scene to another,  shifting between different hues and colors, yet always blending with the overall melancholic and at times melodramatic texture.  The colors, the music, the different directions. In one scene, titled Last Reunion, both meet in Angkorwat, then there&#8217;s another scequence titles Room 2046, where their relationship reaches the level which they always seem to shy away.  hese all threads look to be the remnants of his movie making style but then there was this comment by Wong Kar Wai himself, &#8220;<em>the role of Tony in the film reminds me of Jimmy Stewart&#8217;s in Vertigo. There is a dark side to this character. I think it&#8217;s very interesting that most of the audience prefers to think that this is a very innocent relationship. These are the good guys, because their spouses are the first ones to be unfaithful and they refuse to be. Nobody sees any darkness in these characters &#8211; and yet they are meeting in secret to act out fictitious scenarios of confronting their spouses and of having an affair. I think this happens because the face of Tony Leung is so sympathetic. Just imagine if it was John Malkovich playing this role. You would think, &#8216;This guy is really weird.&#8217; It&#8217;s the same in Vertigo. Everybody thinks James Stewart is a nice guy, so nobody thinks that his character is actually very sick</em>&#8220;.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Here&#8217;s a video reflecting upon the music of the movie.</p>
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		<title>The Buried Life</title>
		<link>http://gazemaze.wordpress.com/2009/08/20/the-buried-life/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 20 Aug 2009 05:14:44 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Light flows our war of mocking words, and yet,
Behold, with tears mine eyes are wet!
I feel a nameless sadness o&#8217;er me roll.
Yes, yes, we know that we can jest,
We know, we know that we can smile!
But there&#8217;s a something in this breast,
To which thy light words bring no rest,
And thy gay smiles no anodyne.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>Light flows our war of mocking words, and yet,<br />
Behold, with tears mine eyes are wet!<br />
I feel a nameless sadness o&#8217;er me roll.<br />
Yes, yes, we know that we can jest,<br />
We know, we know that we can smile!<br />
But there&#8217;s a something in this breast,<br />
To which thy light words bring no rest,<br />
And thy gay smiles no anodyne.<br />
Give me thy hand, and hush awhile,<br />
And turn those limpid eyes on mine,<br />
And let me read there, love! thy inmost soul.</p>
<p>Alas! is even love too weak<br />
To unlock the heart, and let it speak?<br />
Are even lovers powerless to reveal<br />
To one another what indeed they feel?<br />
I knew the mass of men conceal&#8217;d<br />
Their thoughts, for fear that if reveal&#8217;d<br />
They would by other men be met<br />
With blank indifference, or with blame reproved;<br />
I knew they lived and moved<br />
Trick&#8217;d in disguises, alien to the rest<br />
Of men, and alien to themselves—and yet<br />
The same heart beats in every human breast!</p>
<p>But we, my love!—doth a like spell benumb<br />
Our hearts, our voices?—must we too be dumb?</p>
<p>Ah! well for us, if even we,<br />
Even for a moment, can get free<br />
Our heart, and have our lips unchain&#8217;d;<br />
For that which seals them hath been deep-ordain&#8217;d!</p>
<p>Fate, which foresaw<br />
How frivolous a baby man would be—<br />
By what distractions he would be possess&#8217;d,<br />
How he would pour himself in every strife,<br />
And well-nigh change his own identity—<br />
That it might keep from his capricious play<br />
His genuine self, and force him to obey<br />
Even in his own despite his being&#8217;s law,<br />
Bade through the deep recesses of our breast<br />
The unregarded river of our life<br />
Pursue with indiscernible flow its way;<br />
And that we should not see<br />
The buried stream, and seem to be<br />
Eddying at large in blind uncertainty,<br />
Though driving on with it eternally.</p>
<p>But often, in the world&#8217;s most crowded streets,<br />
But often, in the din of strife,<br />
There rises an unspeakable desire<br />
After the knowledge of our buried life;<br />
A thirst to spend our fire and restless force<br />
In tracking out our true, original course;<br />
A longing to inquire<br />
Into the mystery of this heart which beats<br />
So wild, so deep in us—to know<br />
Whence our lives come and where they go.<br />
And many a man in his own breast then delves,<br />
But deep enough, alas! none ever mines.<br />
And we have been on many thousand lines,<br />
And we have shown, on each, spirit and power;<br />
But hardly have we, for one little hour,<br />
Been on our own line, have we been ourselves—<br />
Hardly had skill to utter one of all<br />
The nameless feelings that course through our breast,<br />
But they course on for ever unexpress&#8217;d.<br />
And long we try in vain to speak and act<br />
Our hidden self, and what we say and do<br />
Is eloquent, is well—but &#8216;t#is not true!<br />
And then we will no more be rack&#8217;d<br />
With inward striving, and demand<br />
Of all the thousand nothings of the hour<br />
Their stupefying power;<br />
Ah yes, and they benumb us at our call!<br />
Yet still, from time to time, vague and forlorn,<br />
From the soul&#8217;s subterranean depth upborne<br />
As from an infinitely distant land,<br />
Come airs, and floating echoes, and convey<br />
A melancholy into all our day.<br />
Only—but this is rare—<br />
When a belov{&#8216;e}d hand is laid in ours,<br />
When, jaded with the rush and glare<br />
Of the interminable hours,<br />
Our eyes can in another&#8217;s eyes read clear,<br />
When our world-deafen&#8217;d ear<br />
Is by the tones of a loved voice caress&#8217;d—<br />
A bolt is shot back somewhere in our breast,<br />
And a lost pulse of feeling stirs again.<br />
The eye sinks inward, and the heart lies plain,<br />
And what we mean, we say, and what we would, we know.<br />
A man becomes aware of his life&#8217;s flow,<br />
And hears its winding murmur; and he sees<br />
The meadows where it glides, the sun, the breeze.</p>
<p>And there arrives a lull in the hot race<br />
Wherein he doth for ever chase<br />
That flying and elusive shadow, rest.<br />
An air of coolness plays upon his face,<br />
And an unwonted calm pervades his breast.<br />
And then he thinks he knows<br />
The hills where his life rose,<br />
And the sea where it goes.</p>
<p>- Matthew Arnold (1870)</p>
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		<title>Well Deserved!!</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 06 Jul 2009 18:19:29 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Though, I am still a Nadal fan:)
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		<title>That annoying feeling</title>
		<link>http://gazemaze.wordpress.com/2009/06/27/that-annoying-feeling/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 27 Jun 2009 19:29:22 +0000</pubDate>
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So what does it mean now?
nothing has changed,
not the stars, not the colors,
not even the toads.
is it just me?
or just the the air around me,
even i doubt that,
i guess it was always there.
what has changed is just the moment,
with that just the flip of the grey cells,
and accompnaying them is, some always obeying something,
resonsible for [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=gazemaze.wordpress.com&blog=332629&post=567&subd=gazemaze&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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<p>So what does it mean now?<br />
nothing has changed,<br />
not the stars, not the colors,<br />
not even the toads.</p>
<p>is it just me?<br />
or just the the air around me,<br />
even i doubt that,<br />
i guess it was always there.</p>
<p>what has changed is just the moment,<br />
with that just the flip of the grey cells,<br />
and accompnaying them is, some always obeying something,<br />
resonsible for this unassuming, yet arrogant smile.</p>
<p>I hate it,<br />
but can’t escape it,<br />
need it,<br />
but can’t own it.</p></div>
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		<title>The Frame</title>
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On her ninth birthday, Roshena’s father gifted her a photo frame, knowing her habit of photographing anything thing to everything that caught her fancy. It wasn’t a very costly gift but still it looked good. It was silvery gray in color, with some petals and leaves forming symmetric patterns on the corners. After receiving it [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=gazemaze.wordpress.com&blog=332629&post=569&subd=gazemaze&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
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<p style="text-align:justify;">On her ninth birthday, Roshena’s father gifted her a photo frame, knowing her habit of photographing anything thing to everything that caught her fancy. It wasn’t a very costly gift but still it looked good. It was silvery gray in color, with some petals and leaves forming symmetric patterns on the corners. After receiving it as a gift she placed it at the right corner of of her messy study table, and also ended up cleaning up the weeks old clutter of photographs, books and stationary, but that wasn’t the hard part. Now she had trouble deciding which photograph to put in that frame.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">She browsed through all her collection of photographs. There were photographs of frogs jumping, at times jumping to catch their prey which also was in the snap, or there was some stray dog sleeping at the edge of a pavement that almost every feet of the people going to and fro almost landed on him, or few photographs of  new born of a sparrow  or of numerous other animals or birds that came in the vicinity of her house. There were also many snaps of the people who frequented their home. Some were eating in those snaps, some were talking, blowing their nose, trying to smile at her, or just turning their eyes hoping to beat the camera. She browsed through them all, but couldn’t  zero upon anything.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">The frame remained empty for few days. Now she tried to think of things important to her, so that she could take a snap and fill the frame. She though of her family, but there was no way she could take a snap of her family as her mother had died some six years ago, when she was only three. Only thing she vaguely remembered of her mother was her smell, which she also doubted at times.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">One day gathering some courage she asked her father about her mother, hoping to steer the conversation onto some family photograph. She asked him what does he remembers of her mother. After a long pause, he replied that she had long hair and her handwriting was very good. An unusual way of remembering someone but still it made her think. She didn’t ask anything further.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Sitting on her study table she tried to smell herself after browsing through her notebooks. She had a good handwriting, which made her feel happy. A soothing calm settled onto her. Now she tried very hard to remember more of her mother, but nothing came. She could visualize a vague laughter, but wasn’t sure if that was of her mother’s. She closed her notebooks and went to her bed to lie down, as if hoping to get a dream of her mother. She stayed there, her eyes closed, for some time, with once in a while checking the clock. It was getting close to six, her father’s jogging time.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Just then there came the sound of the main door bolting.  She got of the bed and moved towards her fathers room. Carefully, making sure not to disturb anything. Now she stood standing in front of a huge cupboard, contemplating whether to open it or not. She checked her watch and then opened the cupboard. After browsing through few things she found a photo album but the photos were of the trip that she and her father went last year.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Now her attention turned to two closed boxes at the back. She took them out and opened them. There were few old photographs there, three-four had her father with some lady. She tried hard to recognize the face but no memory came back. She browsed through the remaining photographs, hoping to find a photograph of the three together. But there was none. Now came a photograph of her father with another lady, both were laughing in there. She checked more and found another one. The laugh looked familiar to her mother’s. She checked the earlier photographs again and then the new ones and then the old ones again.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Time was running fast, she knew that as she had been checking her watch regularly. Confused she put one photograph each of the two ladies aside.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">After closeing the box she opened the second one. The box had some jewelry and few pages. The pages were few letters from her mother to her father. She looked at the handwriting, and felt happy as the handwriting was indeed very good.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Her father was now about to come anytime. She wondered which letter to keep back. Not sure how to choose one, she starting checking the beginnings and the ending, where her mother had written the date and her name respectively. Suddenly one date caught her attention, the letter was written on her ninth birthday. Feeling happy she took the letter out. Ninth birthday, she wondered. How could that be? Slowly she checked her watch, it was five minutes past the time her father used to come back. Scared she looked back, and there he was standing near the window looking outside.</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[Contemporary history’s best-known ‘fakir’ has landed his latest biographer the fattest kitty in the annals of Indian publishing. Penguin India has offered an advance of Rs 1 crore to bag historian Ram Guha’s two-volume project on Mahatma Gandhi in a quiet but stunning recession-era deal that has wowed the competition and pitched Indian book industry [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=gazemaze.wordpress.com&blog=332629&post=562&subd=gazemaze&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p style="padding-left:30px;text-align:justify;">Contemporary history’s best-known ‘fakir’ has landed his latest biographer the fattest kitty in the annals of Indian publishing. Penguin India has offered an advance of Rs 1 crore to bag historian Ram Guha’s two-volume project on Mahatma Gandhi in a quiet but stunning recession-era deal that has wowed the competition and pitched Indian book industry into the global league.</p>
<p>From <a href="http://www.telegraphindia.com/1090326/jsp/frontpage/story_10726049.jsp">here</a>.</p>
<p>Well, what more can one say!</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[In August 1924, the long-suffering Stanislaus Joyce sent a letter of complaint to his brother, James, in which he mentioned his difficulties with Ulysses. &#8220;The greater part of it I like,&#8221; he wrote, before adding with characteristic bluntness: &#8220;I have no humour with episodes which are deliberately farcical&#8230; and as episodes grow longer and longer [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=gazemaze.wordpress.com&blog=332629&post=557&subd=gazemaze&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p style="padding-left:30px;text-align:justify;">In August 1924, the long-suffering Stanislaus Joyce sent a letter of complaint to his brother, James, in which he mentioned his difficulties with Ulysses. &#8220;The greater part of it I like,&#8221; he wrote, before adding with characteristic bluntness: &#8220;I have no humour with episodes which are deliberately farcical&#8230; and as episodes grow longer and longer and you try to tell every damn thing you know about anybody that appears or anything that crops up, my patience oozes out.&#8221;</p>
<p>from <a href="http://www.guardian.co.uk/books/2009/may/31/james-joyce-ulysses-and-us-declan-kiberd">here</a></p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">I have been meaning to read Ulysses for quite some time now, so much so that the book has been lying on my bookself for the past year and half, but to be true the only thing that brings my enthusiasm down is that Joyce talks about anything to everything there, and often laced with puns, allusions and hidden meanings, so the fear being that I may not be able to understand and appreciate everything.<br />
Well, let&#8217;s see, may be this summer.</p>
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		<description><![CDATA[The Return is a moving drama about two brothers whose father returns back after twelve long years. The brothers Ivan and Andrey, aged around twelve and fifteen respectively, live with their mother and grandmother. While Andrey, has an amiable, going with the wind attitude, younger Ivan is much more stubborn and deeply emotional. As they [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=gazemaze.wordpress.com&blog=332629&post=545&subd=gazemaze&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p style="text-align:justify;"><a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0376968/"><img class="alignleft size-full wp-image-547" title="The Return" src="http://gazemaze.files.wordpress.com/2009/05/b0002kqoh6-01-_sclzzzzzzz_1.jpg?w=210&#038;h=300" alt="The Return" width="210" height="300" />The Return</a> is a moving drama about two brothers whose father returns back after twelve long years. The brothers Ivan and Andrey, aged around twelve and fifteen respectively, live with their mother and grandmother. While Andrey, has an amiable, going with the wind attitude, younger Ivan is much more stubborn and deeply emotional. As they run back home after a fight between themselves, they are shocked to know their father is back, whom they then confirm from an old faded photograph. Slowly the strains of the long absence start becoming obvious as the father fails to show any enthusiasm towards them. Then he tells them of the fishing trip they will be doing a day after. So begins a difficult journey, which slowly becomes emotional as well as psychological in nature as, on one hand Andrey strives to please his father despite his cold demeanor, whereas on the other hand their begins a battle of sorts between Ivan and the father, with both adamant and resentful as ever towards each other. Their journey then takes them to a mysterious island, while the strain between the three almost increases even more.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">The movie has a keen elliptical quality as it’s never made clear where the father had been for those years and why he went to that island. Though the father and Andrey deliver their performances very well, it’s Ivan who becomes the soul of the story, capturing the seething undercurrents of the movie. The movie is also cinematically quite accomplished but not that much to earn comparisons with Tarkovsky, as few critics had done.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Quite sadly, the kid who plays Andrey drowned in a lake shortly after the shooting was over.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">The movie won, Andrey Petrovich Zvyagintsev, the director, a Golden Lion at the Venice Film Festival.</p>
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<p style="text-align:justify;"><img class="alignleft size-full wp-image-550" title="Girl on the Bridge" src="http://gazemaze.files.wordpress.com/2009/05/girl-on-the-bridge.jpg?w=212&#038;h=290" alt="Girl on the Bridge" width="212" height="290" />At times how well a movie finally comes out to be depends entirely on its lead character, or may be it appears so because of certain performances. Vanessa Chantal Paradis, acting as Adèle, delivers one such performance in T<a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0144201/">he Girl on the Bridge</a>. Adèle is one visceral as well as unlucky girl, who hopelessly falls in love with every guy she meets and as luck has for her the meetings always end as an act of promiscuousness. The opening scene, a monologue by Adèle, addressing as it looks to some jury, almost sets the tone of the movie. Disappointed by her failed love affairs Adèle has decided to end her life, so as she’s about to jump from a bridge she’s stalled by a knifethrower, who talks her out to be his target girl in the knife throwing act. Hesitatingly she agrees and thus begins their journey of luck and adventure.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">The movie’s shot in black and white, saddled with swooping camera movements, which give the movie the fleetingness it desires. With echoes of La Strada, the movie may not be that original but Vanessa portrayal of Adèle does adds freshness to it.</p>
<p style="text-align:justify;">Here’s the opening scene.</p>
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