That annoying feeling

So what does it mean now?
nothing has changed,
not the stars, not the colors,
not even the toads.
is it just me?
or just the the air around me,
even i doubt that,
i guess it was always there.
what has changed is just the moment,
with that just the flip of the grey cells,
and accompnaying them is, some always obeying something,
resonsible for [...]

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Memory

We tend to be sad at loss of things.
What about memory?
Don’t we forget also?
How about memory’s pain,
it’s sadness,
it’s strive to remember,
it’s act of burial.
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Is melancholy an act of memory weeping?
Weeping and keeping things to itself.
What is melancholy? a sense of sadness without any reason,
just like the cold wind caressing us on a dry summer night,
with [...]

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On Reason

I don’t know why people have a inherent distrust of Reason. Or a tendency to take it in conflict with emotions, feelings and experiences. Reason is what? A mental exercise or tool, or a certain way of dealing with anything that registers in our brain be it emotions, feelings, thoughts or anything else. And what [...]

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Does it really matters?

One wonders if it’s even worthwhile to think about it. What difference could it make, wondering something knowing that it will make you circle to the same point. Even the question of arguing against the things coming a full circle seems baseless. Things have no ends only useless intersections, always throwing things out out of [...]

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Year end post

So another year comes to an end. It’s hard to classify this year with any terms or with any other year of my life. So much happened this year and yet I am at the same place where I was a year back. Nothing eventful happened in worldly terms and yet I am not the [...]

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How fair is that?

Well, whether one believes in God or not, the idea of a creator can’t be ruled out. Yeah one may advocate the Darwinian concept of evolution here but still for it to be functional we still need an earth, a big bang and many other accountable things. But thats not the point here. Point is [...]

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Why its Raining?

As i listen
to the sound
My whole world
spins around
I wonder why
as it thunders so high
It all feels like
a vented out cry
As i scream
thoughts knock and leave
The more i try to see
it all looses its sheen
As it pours by
nothingness hovers the sky
It all washes by
still i feel so dry

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Astrology, Pluto and Me

Astrology is something which tries to determine certain things about us as we are born and also how things are or will be at any point in our lives.
Now with our small, large or whatever knowledge about science we know that existence of a large charge effects all other smaller charges present in its vicinity [...]

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Choice!!

*kick*…bike starts
*1st gear*
*2nd gear*…
I wonder whether we should be having choices or not.
Is having a choice a good thing?
Doesn’t having a choice actually binds us to something? and the very notion we attach with choices i.e. of moving on our will and doing what we like gets defaulted.
Because if we know what we like and [...]

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When Forrest Gump stopped..

Yesterday i stopped after a month or so of running. And its now that i have stopped that i realise where i am. How far i have drifted from where i wanted to be.
Instantly somehow everything in myself seems alien to me. Alien because i refuse to accept it. I have no answer to [...]

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Just ignore it…

Life is an endless cycle of trivialities that take most of the time and focus of your life..
There are so many things in our lives that we never wished of, but they are always thr, always taking a chunk of our lives….
Ignoring them just looks the only way out….
smbody said ignorance is a bliss but [...]

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